Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Change is constant, change is inevitable...

I have excuses for not being around, lots of them.
Only, i am not fully convinced they are credible... so, we'll leave it at that ok. Ok?? And resume regular programming.

When one is blogging regularly, it seems like the most natural thing to do... share thoughts, feelings, anecdotes, receive responses, feel wanted. Till you start feeling " how did i survive before i discovered this?".
Then one day, BAM! you go off blogging, and wonder " i can live without blogging as well".
I tethered between these extremes, and still have not found an amicable middle path. Hopefully soon.. In the meanwhile, the urge to write( type??) is back.

Life, as i know for the last few years, is changing. Subtly, slowly, that change is creeping upon me. It can be felt. And since it is expected, it does not come as a surprise...it holds the excitement of a delayed courier.
You know it is on its way.. you know what is inside, but you don't know how that will change things around you.

Knowingly or unknowingly, one starts mentally re arranging life around the impending change, and waits for it to actually make an appearance. And no, it not a new addition to the family, in case any of you are wondering.

There is definitely a new addition coming into the larger family. The baby i first fell in love with, the one is crept upto watch through the hospital air vents is going to have a baby herself, and make me an aunt all over again.

Happy changes, and hopefully all for good...in the meanwhile, it is about time i reacquaint myself with words and phrases. I'm going to need conversations a lot more than in ever did...

7 comments:

Niv November 17, 2010 at 6:46 PM  

believe it or not, i was just thinking about you

Niv November 17, 2010 at 6:48 PM  

loved the last line the most
all the best:)

Anonymous November 21, 2010 at 1:46 AM  

Congratulations to the little "Donald Duck", can't believe she is all grown up and going to be a mommy :) Also congratulations to the aunt.

Litty November 21, 2010 at 1:49 AM  

Congratulations to my little "Donald duck". Can't believe she is all grown up and going to be a mommy. Congrats to Aunt Anu as well :)

In love with my life November 22, 2010 at 3:58 PM  

Niv: It feels good to be back. But i still have a block- no clue on what to write.

Litty: I'll tell her you called her that:-) It's been so long.. Are you back to civilized ways after that power outage?

InstantMusings November 26, 2010 at 2:03 PM  

Good to read your posts. Keep them coming. And congratulations to the aunt.

Litty November 29, 2010 at 10:45 PM  

Power outage was harsh, but we survived. This is the longest I have gone without electricity in the US, about 12+ hours. And when I think of the times when we were without electricity back home for days (sometimes even a week or more), I feel that was still better than the 12 hrs here, since everything depends so much on electricity especially in winter (with a little one). Well, glad it is over!